i jz came back from an interview. nah its no big job. jz saw this ad on classified yesterday. cinema service crew at gv plaza. so near to my hm. so i tot y nt jz gif it a try. and they said they'll call me by nx fri. so long. wahlao. but gee weez. i like the sound of that job. so humble. haha call me crazy whatever. i was thinking. if i dun try this kinda job now. when else? im near 20 now. soon after my life's abit stable [in abt a few mths, and i cant wait!] i mite haf to continue to uni or i mite haf to go and find a real job. i mite nv get to experience this nonsensical low pay job ever. ya man the wager is like three freakin dollars and sixty freakin cents per freakin hr. so freakin low for such hard work. if my mom noes abt this she'll freak out. coz she's like expecting me to do an office job. u noe like..admin..clerical..8am to 5pm kind. but im all up to it. yah all this stress frm my annoying parents nagging every damn day has been messing wif my decision making. i dunno what's good or bad anymore. i mite even lose my conscience some day. but staying jobless can even make me lose my mind! so low wager is better than no allowance. dad is totally not supplying any cash for me. urgh! this absolutely sux! im left wif 6 freakin dollars in my wallet. im so screwed. hw to go out sia. neway abt finding jobs i decided to not being fussy. anything oso can. coz nowadays so hard to find job. u may go for millions of interviews. send out millions of resumes but chances of getting hired is ..............................

next worry on my list..

university. first of. im nt even sure they'll accept me. my results are like shit. they cd haf jz thrown away my application. coz some of my frenz haf already gotten their rplies like 2 or 3 wks ago. some got rejected and some got accepted. but me? i haf no damn idea whats going on. bt i was chattin wif sum of my clsmates and well apparently im not alone. so that puts me abit on the comfort zone. patience June..patience..patience is a virtue *in a singing tone* hahaz..

now this news paper is in my face. i dun feel like callin up the numbers. but to make my mom happy [cz she's the one hu circled all the joblists for me..hahaha] i mite as well jz pick up the damn phone lah. anyway im on the comp now she thinks im submitting my resumes. but actually im listening to p10 and chatting wif my frenz. haiz i nd to talk to somebody rite nw. im so worried. clueless. and i tell ya this feeling sux bigtime. feel like pulling my hair out s'times. btw i think i nd a haircut. but wo mei you qian. hair so long like sadako. some more so dry. i'd kill to go to the saloon. but killing's illegal in singapore. so id jz settle down to job hunting..

nx. gossips! shocking news! i jz heard over the radio last night. demi moore's pregnant wif ashton kutcher's child. im like what! demi moore's like 15 yrs older than the guy.

oklar. ima jz settle dwn for a few more mins now. haf another job interview later at 2pm..